The What ifs and stories!

So I just read a friends blog and it inspiried me to write... right at this moment... Actually it wasn't just one friends blog, but a couple. I was talking to a friend today, she is graduating (like many of my friends) and she (they) have a bad case of the what if's... I don't know how to explain it other then the questioning of what is going to happen when one is closing a chapter in their life and starting a new chapter... An exciting and stressful time of life... The easy answer would be (to most of them), "Don't worry God is in control"... But really, who wants to heat that answer? I didn't... Not that it's a bad answer... It's just a sunday school, kind of staing the obvious, answer... All I am saying is, Yeah life is stressful right now, but don't worry this time will pass! I'm sorry that was kind of off... I'm now going to start typing what I really wanted to talk about!

'If you could go back in time what would you change? A time in your life? a decision? an experience? anything?' I really don't like these questions.. Because what comes out of my mouth without thinking is "YES"... But after thinking about it, I want to say "No"... My experiences, decisions, and life development make me who I am now, the good and the bad... No one in the world has a story like mine.. I mean we may all have a commonality with each other, but no one experienced what I experienced! Yes I have a twin brother and we may look alike, but we are really nothing alike! If my right of experiences and decisions were taken away from me or I was able to change something, I think it would trigger another decision which would make me different from what I am now. My story is MY STORY! The good and the bad, the struggles and the healing! I wouldn't change it for the world... Why? Because I believe God gave all of us a story to share with one another and the world... I just wish I had the boldness to share my story with others!

And people say I'm not compassionate? phiishh!