A Ramble before I start homework

I have been thinking about two things today... Well I should say three... and I think I am going to blog about them

First thought...Today matt talked about being a part of the sandals family... I consider myself a part of this very huge family and would like to know more people in this family.. But that is beside the point... As he was talking about the church and all that stuff I came to a conclusion about myself and my relationship with the church and Pastors. I have a phobia of Pastors... I know how ridiculous! I'm afraid of pastors! Pastor Matt introduced himself to me today (I've meet him like twice) He said, "I know you from somewhere" and I quickly said, "I work at CBU", not I'm a leader in Broken-in (I know shock to some people who know what broken-in is!) or I have been going here for a little while.. I quickly shot out an answer and then found a friend to walk to brunch with... I think it stems from a resent I had with a youth pastor that left my youth group when I was younger and the anger I felt because I had let someone in my world and now he was going to leave... And a pastor at my parent’s church I really looked up to and found out that he wasn't perfect and was asked to leave the church because of issues... I don't know.. Maybe I just get socially awkward around pastors and that’s how it's going to be... I hope not because I'm not a socially awkward person.

Thought 2... I'm cooking dinner Friday night for the leaders of the BI... We have two vegetarians in our group... What do I cook?... I looked up some recipes on the food network and decided on a roasted vegetable and penne bake... Had Keith, Jordan, and Matt come over for dinner.. They said it was really good and gave me some input as to what it could use a little more of... Got it all planned for dinner on Friday!

Third thought of the day... I put God in a box way too much... Especially when it comes to healing.. To me healing seems like it doesn't happen as much... I don't know why I said that.. God just slapped me in the face and made me realize the healing that has taken place in my own life... Thanks God... But back to before... I was reading my friend Ruth’s blog, she was sick for a very long time... And God healed her! (I just made a long story very very short) She was able to make it to see the rip age of 22! Ruth, if you read this I admire your willingness to listen and obey, you are awesome! I need not to put God in a box...

Well got to get to homework! Finals are this week and I am so ready for a break! Pray that I will not procrastinate!

P.S. Thanks Roxi for the camera info!

Peace!