Comforting

So have you ever had one of those experiences where it feels like God just whispered into your ear, "This is why I have you here doing what you are doing" and everything at that moment seems ok. Well I had one of those last Tuesday! Of course not audible, but anyways... I have been struggling with my role as an assistant small group leader and what that pertains. I know it sounds kind of weird, even I don't quite understand what I'm struggling with. BUT I think it has to do with me being very selfish... Anyways, I was talking to someone about a student at CBU that died this past weekend, due to a tragic motorcycle accident and how it has been affecting our campus and all that stuff. Well she goes on to tell me about lossing one of her bestfriends to suicide, because he didn't know how to properly cope with his struggles. and right then it hit me... her story spoke to me and I seriously almost started crying, I wish so much that someone could of been there that knew what he was going through...Then and there I knew that God has me exactly where he wants me... Well It's almost 1 so I'm going to go read and head to bed... I'll post some more later.. Peace!