Best feeling right now.

I'm kind of scepitcal about blogging about this, because last time I did I just went back to where I was. But I think this time it's different.
I'm the kind of person that usually beats myself up for the way I look and all that stuff. But yesterday I probably had the best feeling. I got ready for work and my slacks actually fit well and then I went to put on the belt that I was wearing and I put it on and it felt different. I was at the last hole (the whole where you should probably punch more holes in your belt. not the one where you need to add more). and then after work I got a pair of jeans out that I haven't work in like a week or two and they were baggy on my waist. I was shocked, so to applaud myself I ate a whole cake.. haha J/k..
This whole new years resolution really hasn't been just about dieting. It has been a changing of my life. I have learned how to count calories. I have learned about exercise. and the best thing is through this past month of all this, I have drawn closer to christ and have asked for help with struggles that I have in my life.

I want to give props to Nikki who checks up pn me sometimes and went to the gym with me the first time. I'm kind of afraid of going nex places especially gyms. I think everyone is looking at me and judging me. haha I know I'm weird.

So after church on sunday night I decided that every monday morning I was going to get up early and walk up mt. rubidoux and spend an hour up there in the word and talking to God. I did it yesterday and it was amazing. I had one of the best days yesterday. and the people who walk around Mt. Rubidoux are so nice, well a lot nicer then the people at the gym. haha.. I'm out. Peace.